where's the interest?

hmmm.

if there were, time wouldnt be an issue, would it?

on another note, with the question raised, and no being the answer.

on hindsight, perhaps yes, cos its essentially what i wanted.

but oh wells, patience patience patience.

its like

the clouds shifted away

the shades removed from my eyes

to which i say, i do know now.

and to which i say, no.

liking the wings to soar

the other side to fun

but God, grant me patience, and wisdom

so much more relaxed,

a lot happier, strangely.

ironic.

but, perhaps not so much so.

thoughts.

but patience is key, i guess.

God, not mine but Your will be done.

missing how things were before.

can't understand why.

God, you see each heart.

Once. Twice. Three times.

Can i overlook?

Do i know what im doing?

Where do my priorities lie?

Things i do enjoy, do i have to give them up?

I want to understand.

Expectations are natural, arent they?

So tell me, what am i supposed to do?

At the crossroad and stuck.

Part of me has been thinking about this for such a long time,

and yet, nothing said, nothing done.

When i do try, somehow things reverse themselves,

and i find myself at a loss of words.

So show me.

new school year ahead...
Lord, help me make the best use of my time,
and to always remember to seek You first.

acceptance is one thing,

but what i really hope to see is a change.

otherwise its just going to get harder and harder with time and busy-ness.

that being said, im good (:

The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa