Love as He loved, Give as He gave

My Father loved us before we first loved Him.
He forgave us by dying on the cross for our sins.
Christ taught us the power of LOVE and of FORGIVENESS.

It's not easy to forgive and forget; to live and let live.
But i shall leave it all behind me.
I forgive easily, but i do not necessarily forget.

Stop testing my patience, and stretching me to the limits.
For even the strongest of ties can break.
And wounds can heal, but scars remain.

Oh help me God to forgive and to love the people you created like You did.

The ones that matter the most =)

I miss all of you dearies. You all make my day, touch my heart and just make me happy all the time. Love u guys! Had a nice catching-up time with you all today. JY, miss you loads. YZ, glad to see you again. Char, thanks for always being there. =)

Well...

I really wonder why misunderstandings like this happen?
Maybe its partly my fault, and Im sorry.
Hope u understand...

A Timely Word

Opened the 40 day booklet to 16th July
And the heading read, "Honour your parents'
How timely.
Was just pouting and sulking over a decision made.
But His word made up my mind.
Yes. I shall respect authority.
After all, all decisions made are for my own good.
Shall do what i have to do...
I'm glad You taught me a lesson.
You really woke me up.

Loves

1) God (He is My ALL IN ALL)
2) My Parents (they're always there for me, supporting me in everything i do. MUM+DAD=LOVE)
3) My Bro (sth can be annoying, but i tink we get along really well and we are really close)
4) Music (universal language, i cant do without it)
5) Piano (same same)
6) Floorball (NOT the same as HOCKEY LOR)
7) Glorious Food!!! (oh crap, Im always eating...how can not put on weight like that???)
8) Slacking (haha some ppl know me so well huh)
9) Sleeping (im always tired. dun seem to be getting enough sleep though i sleep early...or maybe im just plain lazy =P)
10) Blogging (i update k!)

In the end

Many doors have been opened,
in many areas.
That's life.
Full of downs, but many more ups.
I am grateful =)

Happy Birthday Bubbles!

Love u fren. Im glad to have made a fren like u, and im happy that we have been such close frens ever since last year. Have a really joyful 17th Birthday, and may all ur wishes come true! =) Thank u for lending a helping hand whenever possible, for being at the l'odge with me every morning, and for just being a great fren. Whee! Hope u like the presents.

100% human responsibility, yet 100% divine activity.
I realise I have not turned my eyes to You these few days.
I realise I have relied on myself for comfort and not You.
I realise that I need You more and more in my life.
I realise that Your grace is always sufficient.
I realise that I have to remind myself that I live for You alone.
I realise I am not perfect, only You are.
I realise I need to surrender and let Your spirit fill me.
I realise that life is worth living with You.
Let me realise more of my potential when You are in me.
Open the eyes of my heart, Lord.

What a Friend we have in Jesus, all our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry everything to God in prayer!
O what peace we often forfeit, O what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry everything to God in prayer.

Anyway, a side note to a sis, who touched my heart when God spoke through her to me. I thank God for a friend who has been always there for me (u know who you are!)

Left with the used-to-bes

I really really miss floorball. I miss the team players. I miss Coach Jill. I miss playing and practising together as a team. As I entered the indoor sports hall yesterday after walking there with some seniors, I felt a sense of lost. What was I doing there? It felt like yesterday when I was training with you'll (maybe it was). Smiling faces smiled at me to welcome me, but I somehow felt as if I din belong in the sea of black and white. The wanting in me to be one of those out of the courts and not in the crowd watching keeps nagging at the back of my mind. I know that if its not meant to be, then i should live and let live, but I seem to be always left with the used-to-bes. Oh wells, life goes on anyway. I wish the team all the best. Floorball will still be a passion burning inside of me, and I hope i can pass this passion on. Even though I may not be playing, I will be there physically to give your moral support. Come on Raffles Floorball, you'll can do it! =)

Food Day

Went out with char and yz, sec 2 pals, yet we're so very close, and I'm really glad that these friendships have blossomed and not died down. Met at orchard and ended up eating at crystal jade as usual (haha we are always eating there lor). Then walked all around orchard looking window-shopping and waiting for the food to digest. However...we couldnt resist the smell of FAMOUS AMOS wafting from the stall at wisma, and we bought a second round of FOOD - a belgian brownie for me (indulgence man!). My frens ended up buying earrings, but I decided not to spend YET, cos i had $80 worth of vouchers to spend elsewhere. After all the browsing, we walked towards John Little/Centrepoint. Along the way, we came to SWENSONS, and YES, we stopped for FOOD again! Such pigs we are! Ate some ice-cream. The combi is really wierd and made me very full, but its good to be enjoying food. It was some yam ice-cream with 3 fried sesame balls filled with red bean paste. The bottom of the cup was also filled with red-beans and the top of the ice cream covered with blueberry toppings. HAHA. Man, i should upload the pics. Anyway, walked to john little to spend the vouchers, and ended up detouring to each john little and robinsons 3 times (so our ice cream really digested fast). Bought a bag in the end =) Yay, cant wait to go out with you all again (this time with jy, im so happy she's coming back).