missing how things were before.

can't understand why.

God, you see each heart.

Once. Twice. Three times.

Can i overlook?

Do i know what im doing?

Where do my priorities lie?

Things i do enjoy, do i have to give them up?

I want to understand.

Expectations are natural, arent they?

So tell me, what am i supposed to do?

At the crossroad and stuck.

Part of me has been thinking about this for such a long time,

and yet, nothing said, nothing done.

When i do try, somehow things reverse themselves,

and i find myself at a loss of words.

So show me.