when i got the news that my grandma wasnt feeling well again, it suddenly dawned upon me that recently, i have been spending very little time talking to her. ever since i stopped working, i have been busy doing so many other things that i have neglected the more important ones. its like martha being so busy fussing about things. i'd rather be mary, sitting at Jesus feet, and drawing nearer to Jesus. similarly, i feel a need to spend more time with her.

somehow i wonder why this is happening...but then it has hit me pretty hard. i need to spend my time more wisely. Lord, help me to draw closer to You as well.