a bit sian...guess im just kinda tired
i guess ever since i took it up last year, i knew i had to commit to whatever that came along with it. i mean 6 months is long. its not that i dont want to do the stuff i have to do
i mean im really grateful for all the help rendered, all the tips and even the leaves
i thank God for this, especially the people around me, without which i would possibly have not suvived thus far
but perhaps what im doing at the moment is not something im inclined towards?
and its tough to keep editing and reediting something not knowing what you are really doing
perhaps i want to be out there doing something more meaningful
no its not just looking at others and being envious of those who are free
in fact, i dont want to be bumming around and doing nothing with my life
but yeah i guess i could always be doing something more purposeful?